(WP) A Colorful Gift
happened, for the first time, the night after his twenty-fourth birthday.
first, Daniel thought that he was still drunk; there were blurred auras of
color hanging around everyone he walked past on the street, in every color he
could possibly imagine, and always in flux.
persisted all day, and it had Daniel wondering if he’d somehow lost his mind.
so bad that when he went to dinner that night with his friends, he asked them
if he was seeing the colors that floated in clouds around the other patrons.
see them? The colors?” He asked his friend sitting next to him, and she raised
“What do you mean, colors? Maybe
you’re just hungover from all the birthday excitement,” She looked at him
intently, as if she was searching for something in his expression.
“I swear, I’ve been seeing them all
day!” Daniel said, taking a sip of the beer she’d bought him.
“If this continues, you need to go
to the doctor. Make sure everything’s copacetic.”
Daniel frowned at her, unsure of
whether to be offended or not.
Was she calling him crazy?
Daniel made a doctor’s appointment,
and the doctor declared him healthy and sane, but he didn’t dare mention seeing
the colors. Even now, a sickly, brownish-green aura surrounded the doctor, but
nothing else betrayed his mood.
He was sent away from the doctor’s
office, declared as healthy as a twenty-four-year-old man who didn’t smoke or
drink excessively. He toyed with seeing a psychiatrist, but the last thing he
wanted was to be committed for delusions.
A Month Later
Daniel’s nerves were so frayed that
he ditched work for the third time that week, and headed to the bar. His eyes
were bloodshot, his face pale, as if he hadn’t slept in weeks. Normally, he
liked to shave once a week, but he had several weeks’ worth of five o’clock
shadow. His hands shook like he was an old man with rheumatism; the bottle
tipped, and the yeasty scent of the alcohol filled the air. He swore to
himself, and the bartender quickly went to work cleaning up the mess.
Even with all of his notes, all of his
research, he still couldn’t figure out why it had been him who’d been ‘gifted’
with the ability to see people’s emotions.
This wasn’t a gift. This was
nothing less than a curse, a massive cosmic joke that the universe was playing
He found himself wondering if there
was a way to make it stop; he’d tried alcohol and pills, but that had been
temporary. Not for the first time, he found himself wondering if he should just
bite the bullet, take matters in his own hands, and commit suicide.
He never imagined seeing so many
colors would drive him so mad he was contemplating suicide.